THE VISION

My name is Ryan, and I began my journey of recovery from cocaine addiction a year ago. It’s been a challenging road, but one filled with growth and learning.

For me, recovery was never just about giving up a substance—it was about finding fulfillment in life and learning to love myself enough that I no longer needed substances to cope. Along the way, I’ve explored many different paths, including Narcotics Anonymous, NHS services, and various private options.

However, I’ve often found the existing support systems lacking — many feel outdated, slow, or too rigid, offering a one-size-fits-all approach that doesn’t align with my individual needs.

I believe there’s space for a more modern, holistic approach to recovery.One that embraces wellness, mindfulness, and a variety of tools to support health and happiness in a difficult world. The Deep End is a reflection of what’s worked for me, and my hope is that it can work for you too.