Society often teaches us that happiness lies in shiny, material things—the external stuff we can spend our money on. And while those things can be enjoyable, true fulfillment runs much deeper.

The Deep End is simply a reflection of the practices and experiences that have helped me reach where I am today. It’s important to say that you don’t need to be in recovery to be part of this community. The only requirement is a desire to work on yourself and an open mind while doing so.

I used to be closed off to things like yoga, meditation, and various wellness practices—mostly because of how they’re often presented. But over time, I’ve found real value in them. They’ve made a genuine difference in my life, and now I want to pay that forward in a way that’s honest, down-to-earth, and free from unnecessary frills.

For £20 per month you can be a part of our community;

• Weekly online sharing circles, hosted by Ryan

• Weekly online exercise classes

• Weekly guided wellness sessions, including yoga, meditation, and breathwork

• Weekly online group therapy.

• Regular online and in-person talks and workshops led by experts in recovery, wellness, mindfulness, and more

• Access to The Deep End online community via our private Discord group, offering peer-to-peer support and conversation

• In-person community meetups featuring active, restorative experiences such as wild swimming, walks, and hikes—with space for members to suggest and shape future social activities

• Priority access to tickets for our flagship retreats: The Deep End Weekend